I started on Monday of this week wanting to put some of my needs first. I started by getting my hair colored and styled to how I like it not someone else or what I think someone would like.
I worked all week and even took a day to my self on Wednesday and stayed home with Issabella and did absolutely nothing for anybody else but the two of us. On Thursday night I helped the girls paint there bedrooms whatever color they wanted, and though this is mostly for them I have been promising myself for months to let them do it.
Today I woke up so excited cause my parents are coming to town until Sunday:) I spent the day cleaning the house they way I like it with no one to bother me and the music cranked.
Though I did not eat as best as I should up untill Wednesday of this week, I am feeling better about myself then I have in a long time. I have also commited to my self to do the bootcamp with Yannick and Join a gym after the holidays. Baby steps I know but I think I might even be smiling today!!